The Story Behind THE BLACKTHORN WOMEN

Those of you who've been with me for a while are familiar with The Catalain Book of Secrets, which I self-published over ten years ago after every traditional publisher turned it down. In fact, some of you may have contributed to the Kickstarter that allowed me to indie publish in style (I'll be forever grateful to you).

What you may not know is that it's my most personal book after Unspeakable Things. I grew up in a harrowing household (some nights I was so scared that I slept under my bed) that was also, confusingly, full of laughter, incredible food, and love. It wasn't until I was 46 years old that I finally worked up enough courage to talk to my parents about the former so that we could focus more on the latter.

Drafting what would become The Blackthorn Women was a necessary step in finding that courage. It's the story of how trauma gets passed down from parents to children, and how what we don't deal with always, always deals with us. We can either choose to face it in the light or we can keep sacrificing the life we could have to it.

I knew dragging our family darkness onto the table was going to be the most difficult conversation of my life. When you bring someone a terrible truth that they already know but have built their life around suppressing, they have two choices: 1) accept that truth, which requires exploding what they've built, or 2) make you the enemy so they can go on living in their bubble. I suspect most folks would choose the latter, and my parents and sister were no exception. We've been estranged ever since that conversation. (I first posted about that conversation a couple years ago here.)

I wouldn’t change what I brought to the table, but that doesn’t soften the heartbreak. I especially miss my mother, who'd always been fierce and brilliant and funny and is a key reason I was able to become a writer. Strangely, re-editing this book last year—a decade after I'd written it—brought me a great measure of comfort. It reminded me that while there are few things more frightening than abandoning the stories that protect those who've hurt us, when we do, something larger than us begins to shift. 💙 It also reminded me of the time-bending, absolutely healing power of a gathering of women who are done carrying another's shame as their own. Rock on forever, witches.

The Blackthorn Women is 90% the same as the Catalain book. It's tighter, more gothic, with much, much better editing and a gorgeous cover, and it will always be a book of my heart. I hope you'll check it out.

“The Blackthorn Women is an unputdownable gothic thriller that delves into the tangled relationships between sisters, mothers, daughters, and lovers. It’s a haunting testament to the magic we all have to heal what’s broken.” —Wendy Webb, the #1 Amazon Charts bestselling author of The Witches of Santo Stefano

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